spot on..hahaha

Dreaming reality, waking to fiction.

the beast we breed in the realm of sleep.

Not waking to disrupt the fiction we construct.

Society is a illusion of what we create,

In dreams only do we truly abide.

Its roots grow deeper,

masking the very illusion we developed,

The lines are blurred and all evidence covered.

reality becomes but sand in and endless hourglass,

never aligning itself to the fiction we live.

And when fiction is broken we construct more pieces

Upon it to conceal the cracks of which

reality hopes to seep through.

The beast wrestles in our slumber, and

On occasions we loose the battle.

Fiction creates names for the beast of reality we unleash, and

Brings down its chains to bind them from spreading.

The gate keepers watch guard at the construct,

Reality has no place at its palace…

Existence is futile

Existence is futile, you bleed what you sow,

in a world full of chaos, life is a show.

a never ending war, profits from disaster.

exploitation of the weak, at the mercy of greed.

Economic view point , a sickness we breed.

all that is dear is only want we need.

yet the destruction prevails,

Children butchered, mothers impaled.

Fathers slaughtered to be made a sign.

submit to our evil or die.

More money, more blood, more wealth.

Exploit the weak, spawns for the wretched rich.

Existence is futile, Faith in denial.

A corporate take over,

Ropes tied to the invisible lines.

Strung like puppets on a string,

There must be more to life.

Its time to take over,

Lets bring the light , and kill the lie.

Speak up, no more compromise,

Existence is life..

Burn the strings that bind,

Bleed the wounds that tie.

Take upon the word of light,

Existence is Hope.

Paul Grey R.I.P

Paul Grey( 1972 – 2010)
Slipknot Bassist aka "Pig" or #2 has died..

On May 24, 2010, The Des Moines Register reported that Gray had been found dead in a room at the Towneplace Suites hotel in Urbandale, Iowa at about 10:50 local time .He is survived by his wife Brenna who was expecting their first child at the time of his death. An initial autopsy determined that no foul play or trauma was involved, but could not establish the cause of death. The Polk County medical examiner is currently awaiting the results of a toxicology test.

The next day, May 25 2010, The Des Moines Register announced that, according to a 911 tape obtained by WOI-TV, bottles of pills and a hypodermic needle were found next to the body of Gray in his hotel room.^[5] On the same day, the band held a formal press conference in Des Moines, Iowa. They did not take any questions from the media. The band and Gray's wife paid tribute to him.

"He was kind of the person in the band that really wanted everybody in the band to always get along and just concentrate on the band. He was a really great friend and a really great person. He's going to be sadly missed, and the world is going to be a different place without him."

—Shawn Crahan

Ronny James Dio R.I.P

the Tragic News that a metal legend i dare say Metal God...
the guy who created the devils horn...
a tradition that has survived through generations of metalheads...
the guy that Black Sabbath Chose to replace Ozzy...
The Holy Diver of Metal!!!! has died of stomach Cancer...

Ronny James Dio (1942-2010) R.I.P

Wendy Dio's Wife said on Dio's official site:

"Today my heart is broken, Ronnie passed away at 7:45am 16th May. Many, many friends and family were able to say their private good-byes before he peacefully passed away. Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all. We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us. Please give us a few days of privacy to deal with this terrible loss. Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever."

Death by Fishball & other stories..

after a nice cup of coffee in the morning..
i open up the local papers to see what's new..
and lo and behold i am greeted by the horrific news that
a little 9 month old baby choked to death on a FISHBALL!!!!
fed by a caretaker..i mean come on, i think even a Kid would tell you
a 9month old baby cant eat solid food
(btw what nutrition does a Fisball have??other then being cheap)
its sad to read of a dead of a baby so young because
of the stupidity and carelessness of someone else..

in the mid of this Another toddler is beaten to dead..
and kept in the closet before being taken to the Hospital..
thats like 3-4 similar cases in the last 3months..
and please la, most of the excuses made by the parents are so dumb,
how could anyone not see through them..
if you don't want kids annoying you, then freaking don' make one..

oh and ya a 15year old Stright A student runs away from home to GET MARRIED!!!!
ya thats a great leap..if she really likes this guy and he likes her then he should have at least told her to finish her education..after all which person actually wants to jump in to a marriage..i think even an adult would take time to think about such a dramatic change in their life..

all this news just makes me wonder amidst all this shouts for sex education in schools,
i think the government should focus on educating the adult population on
Parenting Skills as well..
Cause it wld save alot young life's and stop all this heartbreaking news of Kids dying...

Deconstruction

in order to destroy sin, we must first destroy the sinner..
and from the ashes rebuild the man..
using the the failures of the past,
we reconstruct them to create a greater man for the future.
In hope for a man that resembles that of Utopia..
yet the process is slow, the failures much, and the pain dreadful.
though the procedure is time consuming and heart wrenching,
it is the attempt, the hope, the faith ,the zeal which is of much worth..
and it is these things that burn the flame for success of reconstruction.
when all assumptions are broken down and destroyed,
then we can move one step closer towards
the saint..

esprit d'escalier..

L’esprit de l’escalier or esprit d'escalier

'thinking of a clever comeback when it is too late. The phrase can be used to describe a riposte to an insult or any witty remark that comes to mind too late to be useful—after one has left the scene of the encounter. The phenomenon is usually accompanied by a feeling of regret at not having thought of it when it was most needed or suitable.'
-wikipedia-


haha..havent we all had that moment when we wanted to say something in answer to another but we just could not find the words..but later when the conversation is over we come up with the perfect line..but its to late..the opportunity is gone..and the chance to say those words die with that moment..
-Joshua Ericsson-

Grace for The Blind

when nothing else makes sense,
there's one who understands.

no matter what you hide inside,
he's the one who sees it all.

with broken wings i crawl,
yet in darkness i see his light.

though i believe not in myself,
He still has faith in me.

whilst i forsake him so many times,
he still waits for my hand.

in my weakness i see doubt,
but all he see's is hope.

falling down in a world of confusion,
that drowns me in delusion,

in a world of illusion,
he still sees my prediction.

there is no one
there was never a one
he wishes he had a one
he hopes he wil have a one
he prays he finds a one
cause he cant take waiting on no One

KL Church Torched!!!

WTH is wrong with them..Do they really wanna start a war??
this is just a GREAT BIG SLAP ON THE FACE OF MALAYSIA
'ONE M'SIA?? MUHIBAH??'
i dont think goin around burning Churches is gonna b a great help.
this is just plain embarrassing
all this nonsense over the use of the Word "ALLAH"...

Btw this is the same church most of my bandmates and i myself hav attend..

what a joke malaysia is gonna look like.
burning churches!!!this is just plain disgusting..
how dare they desecrate the hse of god..
Whr is the 'ONE MALAYSIA'???

Insecurity

in'se·cu'ri·ty
1.the state of being subject to danger or injury
2.the anxiety you experience when you feel vulnerable and insecure

Insecurity is a state by which we man and woman induce ourselves into which end we suffer by our own accord yet blame not ourselves but upon others whose deeds we deem wrong.
it is a feeling of hopelessness,Fear and loss which is not a comfort but a betrayer..

-Joshua Ericsson-

Summon The Warrior

In scenes of a memory i fade upon the escalate of pain,
As the treads of my past entwine my path towards victory,
Within this walls of agony i long to break free..

To the spirit left in this broken chalice,
I summon Thee bid me forth unto battle...
From within the temple of knowledge,
I pray clarity upon my tattered heart...
As the entrapment of failure tears through my lung,
The blood flows forth encapsulating my heart..

At the face of adversity i bid Death goodbye..
In storms of confusion i seek the light...
Born of sin, i am made whole by blood..

Message to...

This is to all who look down upon us,

Hypocrites and Liars..

We’ve been hurt to many times

That we don’t even feel the pain..

How dare you say we need deliverance,

When You for one need it most,

The el shaddi, addonai and mighty conqueror
Is on our side..

With lightning and thunder,

He will guide us past all your words of hate,

May u be revenged by his grace,

As light shines upon your darkened pass..

Through our music his light we shine,

You fools of old thinking,

May the light set you free from the blindness in your eyes,

That you see that all we do is not hypocritic

but evangelistic for the savior we call King!!!

the quest of warriors..

upon the throne of mercy i loath myself to trust the grace to which i adhere..

no matter what trials in my path shall i endure,

with resolute strength i will never back down,

but preserve on a hope divine,

then in my sorrow illuminates the light of redemption..

between the rose and the thorn lies the heart of a warrior,

awakened to fight the harlot,

though she may seduced i shall falter not,

with a new morn hope breathes life,

as slumber fades Ares rises..

as Athena he's spirit guides me,

as i thread upon the waters of the unknown,

till peace comforts me that i am but near to victory..

ay, what joy awaits me on this quest of destiny...

within the mouth of war, hearts collapse...

its hard 2 keep hurting each other..
all i want was for u to accept me the way i am, but that u cld not do,coz u hav 2 be always rite..no matter what i say it means nothing to you..
u never give me a chance nor do u listen 2 my views..we keep fightin over smalls thing..bring god into a war to justify each others view..serving god is personal to me..its from the heart not from our appearance..
but to u its all wrong..scripture shld b read in context wit room to adapt to our modern times..for u its the same n ur argument always is ur followin the world n disobedient, the devil is takin u away frm god..we both know thats got nothing 2 do with it..
its all bout ur mindset..i knew u would hate me but atleast i thought u wld accept me through all ur hate..saying sorry was never sumthin u cld do..everytime i end up sufferin to make u happy..how long must i suffer 2 b the son u want n suffer for not bein who i want to b..
i hope 1 day u'll find it in ur heart 2 accept me for who i am, and not condemn me for someone i cannot be..
i'll will be the best son u cld ever have, eventhought i look like the son u wish u nvr had..
i'll show u that i can b succesful though i look the way i do...
im sorry tat things hav 2 be tis way,but i c no other way..
the best is seperation lest we continue to hurt ourselves..
there's no peace in this war..ur cold stare makes my heart ache..
i pray god u help me find a way out of this colission of disasters..

KERETAPI TAKDE MAJU!!!!

its really pissing off..i just cant understand why the KTM system is so stupid..like wth heck is wrong with them..is it not the purpose of taking ktm to avoid the jam n get to whr we want to go faster and with less hassle????
like just 2 weeks ago..i was left waitin at the ktm station in bdr Tasik for like 1 n a half hours for the bloody train..and the best part was they nvr even gave a freakin explanation why was the train delayed..after all the waiting all they announced was 'train ke seremban akan tiba dlm masa 12 min'...
and last week i had to wait for 4 trains to pass b4 i cld get on the train..and its like only 10-15min frm Bdr tasik to my hse..wit the ktm it becomes 1hour- 2hours..WTH??

is the goverment stupid or dumb..the ex-PM take train also cannot tahan ady, then cakap besar..but thrs no improvement!!!..no money my foot la..Welcome to m'sia..the citizen dun mean a thing.. th MRT system in Singapore is centuries more better then our system..and we m'sian's dun even know how to line up..mcm jakun dari zoo when the door opens..tak pernah c train b4 ke??
and we r so kampung, dun buy brand new train but rather buy 2nd hand train..then say train no good...memang bodoh, treatin ourselves really like 3rd world country...lol
im sure foreigners wld dread the though of takin the ktm..and the BIGGEST joke..this year ktm moto is to save 1 RINGGIT!!!!! haha
that leave's us to ponder, all this years what profit u makin la..and whr the heck is the money that we pay taxes for go to????hmmm...
is it not also for improving the transport system?? or all this while got hidden purpose!!!

Brian 'Head' Welch

wanted to share bout Brian 'Head' Welch the guitarist who was formerly of the band KORN...

I was so inspired by his story of becoming a born again christian and leaving korn to grow in his relationship with god that i bought 'Save Me from Myself: How I Found God, Quit Korn, Kicked Drugs, and Lived to Tell My Story' an autobiography by him...

the book is really inspiring and after reading the 1st few pages, i just cld not stop..its written from a personal perspective and is not an in your face christian preachy book...rather Head talks bout his life and the history of KORN and how things got from fun and partying to his drug abuse and suicidal tendencies..it is very detailed and he hides nothing..each page is so personal and touching..

its crazy how god works in msyterious ways and its just incrediable that he can love us so much..its jawdropping to know of the things that he did with korn and how now he is goin around the world to places like India n Africa to help the people and do missionary work for god..

he not only does this but is also a single parent taking care of his daughter..

so awesome to know that every single song in his debut album 'Save me from myself'

was created with inspiration from god, from the lyrics to the structure...

its an awesome album that has a industrial n Heavy Metal sound..

i would recommend the book and album to any and everyone...especially if ur a musician..

you can read more about Head in an interview he did with NewReleaseTuesday (NRT) quite recently : http://www.newreleasetuesday.com/article.php?article_id=187

for more info on Brian 'Head'Welch check out his website :

http://www.brianheadwelch.net/

Internal Politics

Screw the system,
don’t be a victim,
subconscious manipulation,
inbreed religion,

internal politics,
human conceptions,
hidden deceptions,
make believe discernment...

preaching a lie,
judging the righteous,
controlling the weak,
condemning the truthful..

corrupted by virtue,
ivory tower of greed..

New Movies!!!! hahaha

The Beggining of the End!!!

Jack Sparrow, Here Comes the COBRA SULTAN!!!





When Love Explodes, the Submarines start to float!!!









THE End of The Beggining!!!











' MALAYSIA BOLEH' MAH!!!








What a blast!!! i think i can stil hear it...ROTFLOL

















Movies tat are not 2 be missed... rated as best movie's of 2008...
And ppl ask why we dun win the grammy awards....
with movie's like tis who needs the grammy's...MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!











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