May

the movie starts of with a nice bit of flashback on which does not go to deep into the story..just enough the give the viewer a feel of the main character..
Angela Bettis does an awesome job portraying 'May'
(the main character)..
her actions are so organic and realistic..it so believe that the viewer feels for the lonely Girl trapped in the a womens body..that insecure little girl who never had a chance 2 grow up..
her job as a Veterinarian's assistant shows how she treats death with a careless attitude..she cuts her hands for fun.showing us her attempts to know that she can feel something..because deep down she's just wants people to look at her and take notice that she exist..
as her world comes crumbling down,
the man she loves walks out because he thinks she is to weird..
Her lesbian co-worker who is only interested to use her as one of her one-night stands..
even her cat does not want to b near her..
she finally realises that if she cannot find a friend, that she just has to make one.
May goes on a rampage with a Icebox on a trolley ironically on Halloween..
and one by one she takes what she liked from each individual she knew..
finally back in her apartment, she sews together the body parts, in a futile attempt to have the friend she never had..
yet in the end she realises the Friend she has made still cant see her.
and we then see that little girl in her desperate hour takes a scissor and takes out her own eyeball and in agony she screams with bloody hands she places the eyeball on her "new friends eye socket"..and screams look at me, look at me

if your a true fan of Horror,then this is a movie you should watch..
the development of the characters and the story is very natural and not rushed and yet the movie still keeps us tuned in.
the gore works well complimenting the story and not overpowering it..
there is no annoying back story or long winded introduction to any of the characters..
the story just plays out like we were watching 'May' as she goes through her life..
i wld give it a 9/10

Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again, these letters to you
On much I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

No more looking
I've found her

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you

I've gone away

Letters to you By Finch

Here's the Video :

there is no one
there was never a one
he wishes he had a one
he hopes he wil have a one
he prays he finds a one
cause he cant take waiting on no One

Upcoming Gig 7 FEB

Unexpected Mercy Will be Playin at MYEVO SHOWCASE

on the 7th of FEB with Forgive the Sinners, Lisa's Diary, Psychotic Sufferance, Felicia's Agony and lots more!!
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KL Church Torched!!!

WTH is wrong with them..Do they really wanna start a war??
this is just a GREAT BIG SLAP ON THE FACE OF MALAYSIA
'ONE M'SIA?? MUHIBAH??'
i dont think goin around burning Churches is gonna b a great help.
this is just plain embarrassing
all this nonsense over the use of the Word "ALLAH"...

Btw this is the same church most of my bandmates and i myself hav attend..

what a joke malaysia is gonna look like.
burning churches!!!this is just plain disgusting..
how dare they desecrate the hse of god..
Whr is the 'ONE MALAYSIA'???

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Insecurity

in'se·cu'ri·ty
1.the state of being subject to danger or injury
2.the anxiety you experience when you feel vulnerable and insecure

Insecurity is a state by which we man and woman induce ourselves into which end we suffer by our own accord yet blame not ourselves but upon others whose deeds we deem wrong.
it is a feeling of hopelessness,Fear and loss which is not a comfort but a betrayer..

-Joshua Ericsson-

Vermilion Seas...

walking by the beach, as the sharks swallow the tides,
she watches in terror at the monster beneath her smile...
He waits patiently surrounded by the walls of closure,
as the walls crumble, the ocean over flows,
in to a Vermilion across the sea,
a dead seagull upon the shores,
a sign of things to be...

falling in a coma..

Falling down in a coma,
the closes thing to closure is the sound of your heartbeat,
a thousand possibilities, have i dreamed of..
yet a millionth time i fall..
though broken,i shall not be shattered...